Man it has been a while since I felt like this, when you don’t really know what you are doing, following tutorials word for word yet it is just not working. I think I am just about over it for now but it has put me in a reflective mood, in the past I would have struggled and given up.  And maybe later coming back and getting it right.  Lately though I seem to be struggling and then achieving, maybe I am just trying harder, or my skill set has reached a special level where it is semi-transferable.  I must say though, programing, or at least flash programing, is very rewarding, one can see playable progress at nearly every stage.